So today was Onew baby’s birthday in Korea.
I wished him a happy birthday earlier, but like a crazy fangirl. Now I wanna actually make it thoughtful.
I know he won’t see this and I know he doesn’t even know who I am and probably never will, but if I could let him know in any way possible, I would want him to know that I hope he had the best, happiest birthday today. He deserves it. I have, in all honesty, fallen for this man, not because he’s a famous world-known idol, but because of his personality and who he is as a person. At first, I honestly thought Onew was really ugly when I heard/saw SHINee almost a year ago and I didn’t take any liking to him at all. I fell for the maknae as I would guess most Shawols do at first. As time went by, and I became a bigger fan of SHINee, watched endless videos, read about them, etc, I fell in love with the dorky leader, who is also the most caring and sweetest person I have ever come to know. After just 3 months of knowing about SHINee, my love for him grew more and more each day, and still continues to grow almost a year later, and will keep growing.
Even though he went through a tough childhood, being a single child and not having all the goods other kids had growing up, he didn’t give up, and look where he is now. Onew, you have taught me that even though life can be hard at times and you feel like giving up, you should always just keep on smiling and you will get through the toughest things life throws at you. You taught me that through your own smile which is what makes this world a brighter one. Through all the stress that you are put through, all the hard work and little rest, the pain of being away from your family, you still manage to smile big and bright, and that shows us Shawols that you are strong. Your smile alone makes our hearts grow bigger for you because it not only brightens up the world, but our hearts as well.
Never have I fallen in love with an idol like I have with Onew. You can call me weird, stupid, retarded, whatever you want, but if you knew just how big of an impact he has made not only on MY heart and life, but all Shawols around the world, you would understand. One day I hope I get to tell him about that impact he has made on my life, and how much love I have felt from him. To be able to give him just one simple hug would make my life complete, and to be able to tell him I love him would be the cherry on top. You say that you are thankful for having Shawols in your life, but I’m thankful for having you and SHINee in my life, and living in the SHINee World has made my life brighter and better thanks to 5 stars that shine brighter than the rest.
Onew oppa, I hope you had the happiest birthday today, and I hope you know that you are loved by millions and millions of people around the world known as Shawols. Haters can say what they want, do what they want, but us Shawols will always be here to protect you and all of SHINee. We live in the SHINee World as a family, and our family will grow bigger and stronger each day. So keep smiling, have fun, and stay healthy.
Truely an angel walking on earth.
생일축하합니다 온유 오빠. 널 정말 사랑합니다.